If you were in this situation what will you do ?

Aaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh !
I feel like shouting out loud but I just can't :'(

Why you guys should treat me like this once again ? whyyy ? I just wanna know why ? Isn't that difficult ?
I'm so sick of it do you know that ?
You make me so sad & so RANDOM !
I just can't get away from that feeling even my brother can see that something goes wrong with me.

She called me today at 11.46 p.m. :D
And it makes me (:
Today is my lucky day.

The day is getting near and near ,
I am getting stress day by day ,
I don't know I can stand for it or i choose to give up ,
I don't know why is it really hard for me to get into my head ,
It stucks on one way usually ,
However I still need to face it :(
Hope I can get a great one :D
You guys too my friend :D
Good Luck ! I mean SPM xD

I just don't have the feeling right now ,
Should I feel sad that I have kind of friend like you ?
Sometimes I really....

Sometimes I don't feel like being together with you guys ?

24 / July / 2011..
I'm getting pissed & quite happy at the same time today ,
Happy oens ?
Cause I still have a true friend by my side ,
Especially is Shaun Lazaroo I guess ?
He is a friend that is worth to be friend ,
I would like to say thanks to Shaun at here once again ,
Thanks Shaun for everything..
And thanks for the lunch too :]
I feels warmed everytime go to his house when his big family were there ,
Shaun ! I'm happy for you brother that you have such nice family member :D
Maybe I guess I have it too :]
Hope that you won't change yourselves to the negative ones ,
Your my good brother :D
And congraz for that sunday "you know what I mean" LOL !

Sad ones ?
I guess my friends started to change one by one,
Sometimes I just don't feel like being together with you guys ?
Just like we both are from the different world ,
Last time was like whole geng sit at one place & talk about everything ,
But now the chance are getting lesser and lesser ,
Maybe all got girlfriend already ?
Haha... I don't really mind actually I understand your feeling,
Even I don't like other people disturb my girl ,
And you'll get very pissed off right ?
But please don't make yourselves become worst & worst ,
You taught people like it ? Please go bang wall untill die please !
I don't wanna mentioned the name here ,
You know who I'm talking ,

Everyone start changing D;

Long time no update luu.. ,
Quite busy with school stuff recently ,
For sure exam too , make me stress all the time ,
Tomorrow is the last exam for me , everybody ended ,
It's Accounts man , I'm totally suck with that subject so i'm dead tomorrow : (
By the way never give up easily :D

Thanks Saha actually ,
He motivated us alot and he make us just got the feeling to do it like nobody business , yeah ! i like the word :D
Actually is real what he said everything is actually depends on you're self whether you want to or don't ,
If you want just do the best you can ever ,
I wan to be the best damn student in my school ! :D

She find me just now just to ask a question ?
Isn't she find me when she need help mean I still got position for herr ?
Or she know I'm still exist ?
I just can't forget herr don't ask me why ?
Nobody can replace her in me ?
I miss herr voice suddenly ,
Last time we use to talk in the phone almost everynight ,
And she'll tell me all herr sadness , happyness and what she did today,
We like to joke too and when I heard she laugh I laugh too :D
I remembered she sing for me last time LOL ! :D
What I can said is her voice is totally great , can kill everyone !
Just miss the moment :'(
But time cannot be reversed anymore..