If you were in this situation what will you do ?

Aaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh !
I feel like shouting out loud but I just can't :'(

Why you guys should treat me like this once again ? whyyy ? I just wanna know why ? Isn't that difficult ?
I'm so sick of it do you know that ?
You make me so sad & so RANDOM !
I just can't get away from that feeling even my brother can see that something goes wrong with me.

She called me today at 11.46 p.m. :D
And it makes me (:
Today is my lucky day.